December
March 21 at 9:06am
OMG There’s a reason I don’t go out drinking ha ha.
I got supremely wasted last night, so much so that I did some things I do NOT remember which is super weird.
Now…. I DO remember making out with Jamie, the dude my friend set me up with, and I DO remember going off into the other part of the bar with him to continue making out, but I do NOT remember biting his lip, which apparently I did because he jumped back and yelled at me and I THINK he called me a fucking bitch. It was not good.
OMG LOL!!!!!!! I don’t even remember biting him lol. Why would I do that???? We were having a lot of fun kissing ha ha.
So then I was a mess, I took my girlfriend into the bathroom and told her what happened and I was bawling and after that I realized the night was over for me so I just slipped out the door and grabbed a cab home.
This morning I woke up and my old, decrepit cat Old Henry who is NOT allowed to go outside EVER was sitting outside on the front porch wanting to come in. I must have let him outside when I came home!!! AND this morning I have a message from Volga saying how much it hurt him to hear me crying on the phone….. OMG I DO NOT REMEMBER PHONING HIM and leaving a message!!!!!!!!!!!! FUUUUUUUCK HOW DRUNK WAS I???????????????????????????????
Lol your therapy was much healthier than mine ha ha.
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Nadia
March 21 at 9:40am
What a dick, he got a love bite and freaked out?! I do that when its really good, I can’t help it! I’ve had guys say it hurts and I don’t realize I did it either, and that’s SOBER so I think it’s normal! Unfortunately the dude last night had to be a pansy about it! Grrrrrrrr!!!!!
So you phoned him! At least you didn’t hear him respond directly! No big deal, did you check your phone log to see how long it was? Maybe it was only a minute or so, maybe you said some choice things!!
Even the yellow pages should have something under therapists or counselors. And don’t be shy to try someone different until you get someone right for you. Therapy is exhausting but gives you different kinds of tools to heal. And mine said also it was fine to talk about my/your story in any way to anyone we wanted. It’s OUR story, and if he doesn’t want it public then he shouldn’t have done it! We can talk about what happens in our life freely without guilt!
Ha ha look at me, on the phone internet before I’ve even gotten out of bed- I was worried when you wrote ‘brutal night’ but thanks for writing this morning, sounds like you met an immature freak and had a completely understandable reaction.
Ok now check out those therapy links and listings!! Lol
Hugs, Nads
December
March 21 at 10:02am
One minute 36 seconds – of course i checked lol!
And I have NO CLUE WHAT I SAID – maybe I was just crying? How awful!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HA H AH AH
Going out for breakfast, will check the links when i get back.
Thanks babe!!!!
